i have a secret love for you
but i dont know who you are
poems on pink paint chips that wrote for you
in the hardware store

i love the way my skin feels
when im safe, asleep, and dreaming
and i love the way my heart swells
but i dont know what it means

call the doctor
call your mom
call your sisters
write a song

i dont want my family to know
when i wake up
dead and gone

i have a secret love for life
even though im really scared
and as much as i want to die
im really happy that im here


from incantations for love and friendship, released December 23, 2016



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