loving you feels like a growing bone
i dont know why im afraid to say you feel like home
are my eyes filled with tears or blood
how could i confuse this pain with love

loving you feels like an open wounds
rub it with scented salt itll heal soon
hold my icy hands and say "i love you"
you know i love you too

i saw you at the bus stop
across the street
did you see me

yesterday it snowed
tomorrow itll sleet
i think

and i hard to love
and i sharp to touch
and i hard to be near
i love you so much


from incantations for love and friendship, released December 23, 2016
a big thank you to matt summers of bood orphans for replying to a craigslist ad for my new keyboard for me because i was too shy to talk to a stranger :)



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