i only know you in the context of my sex dreams
disgusting sweet smoke surrounds me in my lunacy
these lunar visions
tiny far away love provisions

under the fake moon you hold me tight
i awake with a fright
to find that im alone

imaginary little spoon i try
to memorize this trance
i feel so at home

if you were to grab my hand in the waking world
i might think that it might be fate

if i were tonight die alone in my bed
id never have to ask you on a date

i only know you in the context of the way i feel
when im alone
thinking of you


from incantations for love and friendship, released December 23, 2016



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